Jeffrey Allen Roberts

Red, where do I start? Well looking at ur last msg from last year knowing today was 4 years without u who knows WTF Wendy has going on to think last year was 4. That's unimportant to me I've felt the pain every day 1,460 days of these past 4 years n only God knows how much I MISS U!! And Never will I Stop Loving U💜💜 I know there u have ur legs n ur so happy n with ur family.There's nothing here that can compare to that so I know ur ok happier n in a better place I'm just being selfish wanting u back here. Regardless of everything that happen n all the BS u know I Loved n will always Love U n ur 1 person I can say I know u loved me too. I'm thankful to u too. Cause u gave me a bestie that I Love as much as U. If not for Angela idk how I could've handled this again. We All MISS U more than words can explain but I know ur here with us all. I just wish I could talk to u again I wish u could dance with me 1 more time but most of all I need u to make me laugh till I pee on myself again🤣🤣 U were good at that!! There's never a min ur not on my mind I'll never forget u or stop loving u. Ur forever with me n Sadie 😍🤣🤣😍😘💜😘💜😭😘💜8R348B

Hey baby I know it's been awhile since I have wrote you on here. I been trying to work and trying to keep moving forward. But there ain't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I love you and I miss you. It's been 4 years and nothing has gotten any easier. I love you just as much as I did then. And I always will. I hope you and Johnny are having a ball together. Tell him I love him and miss him. I'm gonna go now I done started crying again. I love you baby and I miss you Love Wendy

I know it's been awhile but just know I talk about you daily, it's March 4th 2024 I wanted to tell you I miss you and I love you so fuckin much and it's no easier😭😭😭😭😭😭

It's 9-17-23 Sunday I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭I may not write on here much, but there's not a day I don't think about u and talk about u and that will NEVER change!! I love you and miss you😭😭😭😭😭😭

I MISS YOU SO MUCH RED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RED ROBERTS💕💕ITS 5-18-23 and u would b 49 years old today😭😭😭😭😭😭I just got off work with just enough time to let u a balloon go and write u on here We miss you so much Red, like it happened today😭😭😭😭😭😭Haven still talks about u all the time and loves and misses you so much, but u already know that lol well again Happy Happy birthday, it's ur third one since u left😭😭😭😭😭😭I will write again soon, I love you so much and miss you so much and I always will, course u already know that lol💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭💕💕😭😭tell Daddy I love and miss him so much and Happy late birthday to him😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey babe I haven't wrote on here in awhile but I want to say happy heavenly birthday. I miss you so much I wish you could be here. I love you baby. Oh and momma had to have her right leg took off and now they wanna do the other one. But I haven't forgot about you I'm just trying to keep the drama down. But I will always love you. Happy birthday babe

Wow Red, so today is Thursday January 12th 2023 and u have been gone for 2 years today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭god it's still so hard and so sad and I'm truly lost without u😭😭😭😭😭😭and also, I lost our Shorty 3 days ago😭😭😭😭waiting on him to come back from the crematory😭😭😭😭😭😭I've lost so much, since I lost u😭😭😭😭😭😭but jus know u r still in our daily lives, especially Haven😭😭😭😭she misses u so much and ur missing so much Red😭😭she's in Kindergarten and Bubbas in PreK, their getting big😭😭😭😭I'll try not to go so long without writing u, I'm jus working all the dam time Well I love you Red and I always will and I miss you so so bad and I always will😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey babe I know I haven't wrote on here but I have my reasons. Just wanted to say happy new year and I love you and I miss you so much. There is not a day goes by that I'm not thinking about you and missing you. I added a pic of Tay Tay and I will add one of us. We'll mom has had to have her right leg cut off. She has had to have 4 different surgeries on the same leg. Owen and Tay Tay bring you up all the time. Tay Tay says your dancing in the sky with nanny. She died September 23 2021 with covid. Baby Johnny isn't doing good at all. It want be much longer and yall will see each again the cancer is killing him. Well I'm gonna go for now but not forever I love you baby and I miss you.

Red I haven't forgot about you, after all, you are with me everyday 24/7 and you know exactly what I mean LOL But I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I LOVE YOU, and it's Oct 15, 2022 Daddy's been gone 3 months today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭UGHH

😭😭😭😭😭😭I'm so sorry I haven't wrote in a while, I hate that😭😭😭😭but I've been working all the time and last couple weeks I been so busy with daddy and he died Red😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I lost him 4 days ago on July 15th 2022😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭btw today is July 19th 2022 I miss you so much and now I miss daddy so much and it's just really really hard and you know the cry baby I am lol so I wanted to tell u that, cause u would always ask about him when he wasn't doing good and even when he was😭😭😭😭and I haven't forgot about u, that's impossible lol besides daddy, we r all ok I guess, all the babies getting big and still talks about you and misses you, especially Ms Haven😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭ur missing so much and so r we😭😭😭😭well I love you and if it's possible, I hope you and daddy see each other😭😭😭😭

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN RED!!ITS UR 2ND ONE SINCE YOU BEEN GONE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH MORE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭YOU WOULD BE 48 TODAY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭BTW ITS MAY 18TH 2022

16 months without u Red & I still hate that u had to go & leave us here to do this alone. Everyday I struggle with wanting to see u & talk to u 1 more time, then wondering IF or When will I EVER get to again. 😭💔💔💔😭😭😭 I MISS U MORE THAN I CAN SAY & I LOVE U BEYOND the MEANING OF THESE WORDS that I write. I'll keep praying for 1 more day at least. 1 day of seeing UR face 1 day of hearing ur voice 1 day to tell ur arms hug me so tight🙏🙏🙏🙏 1 day.... 🌹 Love U Always Sadie🌹

Well it's April 18th 2022 Happy Easter Red!! I miss you and I love you soooooooooooo much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey Red, it's March 11th 2022 and I jus wanted to tell u I miss you soooooooooooo much ugh😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭and I love you soooooooooooo much💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Hey Sexy I'm just Missing U as ALWAYS n NEEDING U SOOO SOOO MUCH😭😭😭 It's funny/sad that I still think ur gonna pull up anytime now. There's so much I need to talk to u about that I get mad cause I can't then I get mad at myself for getting Sooo close to u but I couldn't help it U were so cute n sweet(when u weren't being an ass 😏) plus my 2 favorite things u were funny n redheaded😍😂 I Love having Cody here he's helped me mentally more than he knows he does something at least once a week or more that's Sooo like u from always eating bacon(that makes me crazy🤪) to his temper which he warned me about BUT I couldn't see it... Till I saw it😳😲🤭🤭 I Love him to death I call him my good child but I also say he's good cause he ain't mine n u know how true that is😞 well Siara just had her 3rd baby n he's a white boy🤣🤣🤣 but his name's kill me but when she told me she might use Jeffery where she put Justin all I could do is cry so she changed it but I just didn't know how to feel about it. Bryntli still remembers u though I tell her ur not here right now I make it sound like u'll be back. I'm fixing to call ur babygirl she's beyond sweet n sent me a valentine card the only 1 I got💜💜 my own grandkids n kids don't do shit but u know how mine r n she's special she's got Ashley as a Mama n Angela for a Nana but also she has her Red I can't wait to hear her say ur name cause I hear she says it different then before n from the color red😂 GOD KNOWS I MISS U MORE EVERYDAY n sometimes can't imagine life going on too long without u but I'm hoping that just means u'll come thru n talk to me April 19th I Sooo need u too. I LOVE U RED ALWAYS💜💖💜 HAPPY late VALENTINE'S u know I'm always late 🥲 2-15-22 FOREVER URS, SADIE

I still can't believe it's been a year without u Red. It wasn't suppose to be this way. It's still NOT REAL to me n idk if it ever will be 😭😭😭😭💔💔 I told u it'd be Sooo messed up if u left. I also know it wasn't ur choice u'd be here if u could physically BUT I DO KNOW UR HERE.💔 God knows I pray all day every day just trying to make it every min of 24 hours. I've lost a lot of ppl Red but u were different then n u still r now I don't remember it ever hurting this much. I so wanna be mad at u like I was then but I can't baby I LOVE U just as much now as I did then. I been reading our msgs n that just bothers me more cause u started pushing me away n I didn't understand but I do now n I'm so so so sorry. I knew things were bad but I brushed it off n blamed u cause u wouldn't listen u wouldn't get another Dr n I left an idiot to take care of u when it should've been me. I should've done more cause her ass wouldn't n I'll always regret that but u wouldn't admit anything had changed I know now u had to know Red u had too or u wouldn't have done the things u did. U were suppose to be coming back here. I asked u to marry me n I don't do things like that. Still I KNOW ME U n ANGELA would've been happy😏 if we just had a lil more time. Cause I told u then I never wanted her to not be in ur life n as usual u called me crazy but u thanked me n I meant it. It's not right to take ppl u love out of ur life n I didn't care if she didn't like me I knew she was important to u n that's all that mattered . I never expected her to be as important in my life as she is. So Red I'ma need u to go see her n help her n let her know U R ok let her know ur still here so she'll not think ur completely right about me being crazy cause as much as I wanna see u I know UR here but she needs a lil help. And ur sweet Lil Haven is still just as precious n won't ever forget u but these boys of URS need u a whole lot too. WE ALL NEED U BADLY RED VERY BAD. WE ALL LOVE U TOO MORE THAN U'D EVER EXPECT OR IMAGINE. N after saying all this maybe I am crazy but I was always n will always be crazy for U RED! 😭😭😭💔💔💔😭💔💔😭 Bet this year they won't try to commit me lol🤪😭😭😭💔😭😭😭 GOD PLZ BE WITH US ALL🙏🙏🙏💔💔

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Yes I'm crying lol well I'm really at a loss for words, cause today is January 12th 2022 and you died today, a year ago😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭how?? Why?? Why Red did you leave??😭😭😭😭😭😭why?? Omg it's so sad and so hard on each one that misses you and I know that you would know who would truly miss you when ur gone😭😭😭😭😭😭and omg, Haven still remembers you, a year later😭😭😭😭😭😭it makes me so happy that she remembers and talks about you, still today, 365 days after you died😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭this shits not right Red😭😭😭😭😭😭I wish you could just say something to me,back to me, somehow😭😭😭😭😭😭this is so unfair and not right😭😭😭😭😭😭well imma go for now, but never forever, and sending you some balloons today😭😭😭😭😭😭I love you Red and I miss you god so much and I always will😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕

Merry heavenly Christmas Red!🎄🎁 It was the other day but I'm struggling with this whole month,Year,everyday that u been gone. The 26th was the last time I saw u,touched u,hugged u n kissed u😭😭💔💔 though u couldn't breathe u still tried. U didn't know I took video of u that night when we were trying to connect ur phone to my security camera so u could see me when u weren't here.😊 I'm Soo glad I did God I MISS U RED!!💔😭😭💔I've been reading our msgs from last yr n the yr before. I MISS how much U made me laugh I even Miss how mad u could make me. I thought we'd have more time😭😭 Having Cody here has helped more than i could've imagined. I told him that'd be his room 1 day n it is but it was suppose to be when u came back though I know ur here it just don't seem right. I still expect u to pull up anytime. Cody's more like u than u thought😊 n omg Dylan can sound just like u especially when u were mad.😂 Ashley n Haven made me xmas ornaments with our pics in them. It was Soo sweet. And me n Angela Still can't stop talking about u n crying. I don't know if we'll ever stop crying.😭😭 I finally met Timbo lol. Y'all definitely have stories about each other but u tell them better n I know Bobby's bday was xmas n I wonder if y'all r being just as crazy there as u were here. I hope ur both looking after Lexy she needs y'all too. I know I'm forgetting to tell u something but I'ma stop for now. U have no idea what I'd do to feel u hug me again. And u really need to let Angela know ur ok. WE ALL MISS U SOO SOO MUCH!!💔💔 SADIE LOVES💜💜 U FOREVER SEXY💕💜😭😭😭

Well it's Dec 25th 2021 Merry Christmas Red, from all ur family, mainly Haven and me😭😭😭😭😭😭this is so hard without you😭😭😭😭😭😭I can't write no more, can't stop crying lol😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I love you and I miss you so much and I guess I'll post pics later

It's Dec 12 2021 and u have been gone 11 months today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭but on a good note, I've been working back at the Marathon 4 months today and Staci ain't jokin,she really does have a big picture of u on her bed 24/7 lol I miss you Red and she's also not joking that it's getting harder😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭well I love you so much Red💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Hey Sexy I'm staring at ur pic it stays on my bed beside me 24/7. Today has been harder than usual n I couldn't wait to get off work so I could get home n cry. I'm missing u Soo much Red n it's getting worse not easier. I thought I'd read our msgs from this time last yr n it only made me MISS U MORE so I'm gonna sleep n pray I see u in my dreams Goodnight Red *I LOVE U ALWAYS!!* Sadie 12-12-21

It's Sunday Nov. 28, 2021 First, Happy Thanksgiving Red, u loved Thanksgiving food for sure lol but omfg Ashley jus called me and said she had the kids played down for bed and Brantley jus randomly come out the room crying with tears streaming down his face and she asked him what's wrong and he got all choked up saying mama I miss Red so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I wish so much that I could jus tell u how much they miss u, hell how much each and every one misses u😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭nite I love you Red and I miss you terribly, them babies do to, we all do😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭well obviously not everyone lol ain't gotta say no names lol

It's Friday Nov 19, 2021 and omfg I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

It's Oct 12, 2021 You have been gone 9 mths today😭😭😭😭😭😭and it is also our anniversary😭😭😭😭😭😭 I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭this is so hard, I want to see you😭😭😭😭😭😭I love you and I miss you so much😭😭😭😭😭😭but hey the DAWGS are number 1

Red I miss you so fuckin much😭😭😭😭😭😭 9-30-21

Yayyyyyy we won the first game Red!! And against Clemson😂😂we won 10-3💞💞GO DAWGS. WOOT WOOT😭😭I LOVE YOU RED AND I MISS YOU 24/7😭😭😭😭😭😭

Omg does this ever get any better😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you more than u would ever imagine😭😭😭😭😭😭it's jus so hard and now u been gone almost 8 months and ur missing things😭😭😭😭😭😭Haven started Peek and ur missing it😭😭😭😭😭😭her teacher told them they could bring like 3 or 4 pics of their close family and of course Ashley and Josh and her and Brantley and Harley and me are in them and so are you😭😭😭😭😭😭she misses you more than u would ever have imagined😭😭😭😭😭😭but I'll post some pics of her b4 and at school😭😭😭😭😭😭 and also Ava is in PreK😭😭😭😭😭😭I LOVE YOU RED WE ALL DO and you know who all "ALL" is lolol and who's not lol oh and today is Friday 9-23-2021 and tomorrow is our first game this season, we play Clemson!! GO DAWGS!! WOOT WOOT Oh and Haven had had to wear red and black today so I got her a GA shirt she wore lol💞💞💞💞💞💞

I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭

Well it's July 12th 2021 and omg you have been gone 6 months😭😭😭😭😭😭a whole half a year😭😭😭😭😭😭yet it seems like yesterday or even today😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you so much Red and this is so hard😭😭😭😭😭😭I love you Red Roberts..ALWAYS💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

Happy Fathers Day Red😭😭me and Cody and Haven and Ashley and Brantley and Staci let go some balloons for u today😭😭I'll post a video and imma post a pic of my new puppy, he's a Maltipoo and his name is RubbleRed, hope u don't mind his name lol Lol I think u would like him Well it's Sunday 6-20-21 I love you and I miss you Red😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey Sexy i bet ur even sexier up there shining as bright as the stars.🌟🌟 5mo's is longer than i cared to go without u, Soo how do i keep going? Thank U for being u n all u did especially showing me i was capable of loving again. Cause God knows i tried my best to NOT love u like i did. I'll LOVE U FOREVER!!😭😭😭💜💖💜💖 BUT I'm MISSING U Horribly n i do more everyday. Thank U for leaving these goofballs behind to help me deal with this i love em too death. N right now we're ALL missing u Angela Cody n Dylan is coming n we're gonna celebrate having u in our lives.😭😭😭😭 Damn it Red I LOVE U SO MUCH💖💜💖 Keep shining on us we need u badly🌟🌟 6-12-2021🙏😭🙏😭

Today is June 12, 2021 and u have been gone 5 months ago😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭alot of us do💞💞💞💞💞💞and it's Saturday night and me and Cody and Staci are listening to Country Gold😭😭😭😭😭😭I love you so much Red💞💞💞💞Haven crys and misses you all the time😭😭💞💞she loves you so much😭😭💞💞

Hey babe just wanted to tell you I miss you and I love you. There is not a day that goes by I don't think about you and cry. I'm crying now. I just wished you could here. Bailey is with you now and buddy is miserable. He misses her. I love you babe and I miss you

I can't believe I have to talk to u on here😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you so much Red😭😭😭😭😭😭I jus miss you so much and it's never gonna sink in that ur really gone😭😭😭😭😭😭like how is this real😭😭😭😭😭😭I really hate this so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I'll forever love you Red Roberts💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭💞😭oh and Happy Memorial Day weekend Hell I guess if we want to know dates we write on his page, we have to do it ourselves lol😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Sunday May 30th 2021 @12:40am I can't do this😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Red I miss you so much😭😭why can't you come back😭😭

Happy Heavenly Birthday Red💞💞😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭u would b 47 today😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you so much and today's gonna b such a hard day, already is😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭we r gonna let go some balloons for u from Ashley's house later, so b looking for them😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭god this is hard hard hard hard😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I wish I could c u today or anyday, preferably every day😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I loveeee youuuu Red💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞and a super duper Heavenly Happy Birthday to you😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hey Sexy I'm MISSING U tremendously! Yesterday n today seem harder than usual n idky. So Cody cane to stay with me cause that 'THING" u lived with kicked him out. Of course I'll do my best to keep him safe. I got him a job with me too. I like Having him here. The only thing missing is U. I REALLY Wish i was laughing with U right now instead of crying cause ur gone. U know I've lost ppl before but i don't think I'll be able to ever be ok with losing u. I'm going back to bed to hopefully dream ur still here. I LOVE U RED WITH ALL MY HEART!

Red I need u here so bad, to help me with our kids😭😭baby Dylan and his u know what, broke up cause she cheated on him with Austin, yea Austin lol it makes me so sick but I guess he forgave her and they trying to work it out ugh but yea I wish he could have u to talk to, he needs that, cause u would give me facts, but guess we gotta do it without u😭😭I really miss you so much Red, it's still so unreal that ur gone, I jus wish it was all a joke or something😭😭oh and ur memorial was real sweet and everyone got along💞💞u would b real proud!! I LOVE YOU RED WITH ALL MY HEART AND NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE UR PLACE😭😭😘😘

Well Red today is April 17th 2021 and it's ur lil memorial at Brocks😭😭hope it goes ok, but it's gonna b so hard😭😭I miss you so much and I don't wanna do this, but I am😭😭I love you so much and let ya know how it goes😘😘

Oh God Red I'm MISSING U Badly it's been over 3mo's n I'm still crying everyday. I either just stare at ur pic or I'm talking to u like ur here except ur not making me laugh as much as u use too.I know ur in a better place n not feeling any pain so i wouldn't wish u back here to feel that again but i do wish i could see u 1 more time to tell u bye the right way like we use to do n like then I'd say see ya (i didn't like telling u bye) cause I will see ya again 1 day. As Much as I Miss U RED I LOVE U Even MORE n that'll NEVER change😭💜😭💜.... SEE YA CUTIE😘💖😘💖

Well it's been 3 mths today, since u left😭😭😭😭😭😭I miss you so freakin much Red😭😭😭😭 I wish u were here, today our grandbaby Brantley, found out he broke his lil leg😔😔😔😔😔😔 I know u would help him and prolly roll him around in ur wheelchair😭😭😭😭and got ur memorial coming up this weekend, I dread it really, cause so much has happened since u died and it's jus gonna b hard and impossible😭😭😭😭I love you forever💞💞💞💞💞💞

Morning love💖💖jus thinkin about u, which I do that 24/7 lol I miss you too much ugh😭😭My life will never b the same without u Red😭😭oh and today is ur girl Staci's birthday and I know u woulda told her so I told her happy birthday for u😭😭but it's not the same, but it made her cry anyways lol well I love you so much and I miss you so much💞💞😭😭💞💞😭😭💞💞😭😭

Mornin Red💞💞I really wish u hadn't left us, cause we're all a mess here lol not everyone wants to honor ur life😔😔it's fuckin ridiculous ugh but I know I can live with all my choices, I jus hope everyone can and they know who they r lol it's jus ashamed that ur bein controlled by the one u didn't care about, words from ur mouth lol but it's all good cause nothin really matters now huh cause u were took care of 2 weeks ago, u know what I mean lol well I love you so much and will always love you and I myself, will never stop missing u, until I c u again in public lol see ya later today💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

Hey babe i just wanted you to know i love you and i miss you. I wished you was here with me. But i know your in a better place and no more pain. There has been times i have sat and cried and screamed and asking why but i will never get that answer. But i will always love you. Im crying now writing this. I miss you so much. Buddy and baliey misses daddy to. In 3 days it will be 3 months that you got your angel wings. But it dont seem like its been that long. I love you babe i gotta go for now i gotta get some sleep i gotta work tonight. I got my job bacl at carters. I love you and miss you babe.

Happy Easter Red💞💞 I went and seen Daddy today, he's in the hospital, so we got to go there and visit with him outside😔😔well I love you and I miss you too much😭😭 I know u woulda loved today, eating them eggs, u love Easter eggs, hell boiled eggs period lol

Morning my love💞💞I miss you so much and I wish u could talk to me, I'd have u rolling on the ground🤣🤣cause I did what u wanted me to do!! I love you Red Roberts💞💞💞💞

Red I miss you so much😭😭I want u back😭😭I will always love you💖💖

I'm sorry it's been a min since I wrote to u😔😔just had a lot goin on, like we lost Blue😭😭he died Feb 24 2021, same year as u😭😭god I miss him and I hope u would b ok that I had Blue cremated😭😭u said u would help me bury him when he died, but u didn't make it, u died first😭😭😭😭u crazily wanted me and u to bury him with ur mom, well by a tree beside her😭😭but I was too scared to go do it by myself lol hell I told u I didn't think we could, but I were determined that's what we were gonna do, when he died😭😭so since u weren't here to help me, I had him cremated😭😭😭😭I think u would b happy with that💕💕I jus miss u both now, so much, it hurts and it's hard😭😭😭😭I will put up a pic of u and Blue, back 12 years ago, when we first got him as part of our family💕💕and in the pic, ur messing with him and he's suckin on a blanket😭😭and he done that til the day he died😭😭and so he was cremated with his first blue blanket💕💕well I love you and I miss you😭😭💕💕and I'd really like to think that Blue found u, like I told him to, right b4 he died😭😭so tell him I love him too and I miss him too so much😭😭😭😭😭😭😭why can't u come back😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭both of yall😭😭😭😭😭😭we shoulda had more time together😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕I'm adding a blue candle, for Blue💖💖😭😭😭😭😭😭

I MISS YOU SO MUCH😭😭😭😭😭😭

Happy Valentine's Day Red💕💕I love you and I miss you so much and I jus wish u were here😭😭

Happy Valentine's Day Red!💔 I was thinking about last yr n how things were so much better then than now.There wasn't a day i didn't laugh now there's not a day i don't cry. Ur Missed by Soo MANY ppl for Soo many different reasons U definitely left ur mark in this world💖 n on my heart forever!! I Love U ALWAYS💜

Omg I miss you bad and jus want u to come back to me, to Haven and to everyone u loved😭😭I know this is not ever gonna b ok😭😭and I know u will never see all this, but I guess its my only way of feeling like I'm kinda talkin to u😭😭I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JEFF ROBERTS💕💕oh and I promise I will make dam sure that these babies will always remember u and know u😭😭but I think lil miss Haven will remember u on her own, the way u greatly impacted her life💖💖she's taking the fact that she will never c u again, really hard😭😭and misses u so much and god she loves u so much💕💕and so jus know that u will NEVER b forgot, that's impossible😭😭

It's my birthday today, I wish u were here, it's the first of the rest, that u will miss😭😭😭😭nite I love you Red💕💕

I Love💖💜 n Miss U Red more everyday!!😭😭 I still keep expecting to hear from U cause this doesn't seem real😭😭 Ur FOREVER in my Heart till we meet again!💕💕😭😭😭

Such an amazing friend. Strongest man I have ever met who could endure anything thrown his way. Always smiling and living life to the fullest. Life will never be the same without you. Miss you with all my heart. Will forever cherish the time we had together and laughs shared together . We love you Red.

Red I miss you so much😭😭Idk how to live my life, without u in it😭😭this is too hard without u😭😭I love you so much Red💕💕

I miss you so much Red and omg so does Haven😭😭we love you so much😭😭

Can't believe you're not longer here... But I know I'll see you again one day. Greatly missed until then my friend